DEATH

One thing that everyone will experience is death.

This is when your body has no life left.

Your shell has been used for all its juice,

and your soul only has one thing left to do.

Leave your body for the first and last time,

To shift to a new dimension, realm, or paradigm

Where that is, nobody knows

Nothing comes back once it goes

To the light, the other side,

A nice place in the sky

So many possibilities

I’m almost sure it’s better than this life

But you know the grass is never

As green over there as it is on this side

Fuck fuck fuck

Catch twenty twos

What in the hell should I do

Crying out for help

Every single day

When I get really down

I just want to blow

My goddamned brains away

But why but why

Does suicide cross my mind?

Knowing while it relieves me

It makes my family and friends cringe inside

Am I weak for feeling this

Does it make me strong to conceal this?

I wish I didn’t feel the same way

At 8, 15, then 25

But just between me and you

I really want to die.

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