One thing that everyone will experience is death.
This is when your body has no life left.
Your shell has been used for all its juice,
and your soul only has one thing left to do.
Leave your body for the first and last time,
To shift to a new dimension, realm, or paradigm
Where that is, nobody knows
Nothing comes back once it goes
To the light, the other side,
A nice place in the sky
So many possibilities
I’m almost sure it’s better than this life
But you know the grass is never
As green over there as it is on this side
Fuck fuck fuck
Catch twenty twos
What in the hell should I do
Crying out for help
Every single day
When I get really down
I just want to blow
My goddamned brains away
But why but why
Does suicide cross my mind?
Knowing while it relieves me
It makes my family and friends cringe inside
Am I weak for feeling this
Does it make me strong to conceal this?
I wish I didn’t feel the same way
At 8, 15, then 25
But just between me and you
I really want to die.
